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MICHAEL♛KAISER ([personal profile] outplayed) wrote 2025-01-01 08:41 am (UTC)

[ unfortunately, kaiser does briefly catch a glimpse of noa's gaze on him. noticing this it slightly pisses kaiser off, the way that he's blatantly being seen as more of an object than anything else — although a part of him also likes this a bit too, because it's closer to how he wants to be seen by others than how just about anybody else looks at him. he laughs again, still a bit of a breathless huff behind it as before, but this time there's the edge of a disdainful scoff in there. kaiser knows he isn't easy to figure out even when he's no longer actively trying, because he's disinclined to share too many of his thoughts in general, but now he's motivated to make an extra effort to make it particularly difficult.

it's about time to make a move; the conditions are just right for it. kaiser briefly self-assesses the situation: he's a touch irritated but still thinking clearly, or so he believes, but what pushes the snap decision towards action is the fact that he instinctively doesn't like where this is going. for a moment, he stills entirely as he registers a partial overlap with a different image of himself, laying on the ground, his father's hand on his neck to keep him down — it wasn't to ensure that kaiser won't resist, because the instinct to resist was pushed out of him before it even had a chance to fully form, so kaiser understands now that it was purely a self-serving show of power as the rest of his body was beaten and battered. now, if noa were going to press his fingers in like he means it, that might be different, but kaiser senses that this too is a ploy to make kaiser understand the difference in power between them, so he pauses and holds his breath for a moment——

then he curls his fingers into noa's back again, hard enough to bruise with that freakish grip strength he has; at the same time, he hooks his right leg around noa's body and pulls inwards with all the force he can muster from the position he's in. there are a few things he's leveraging here: noa's weight is mostly pressed into his forearm against the bed which makes it an obvious weak point to destabilize, the fact that kaiser has been pulling the center of their bodies askew by tilting himself noticeably, of course — the fastest right leg in the world — and finally, the fact that kaiser doesn't mind that literally bringing noa down means getting caught underneath. subconsciously, perhaps, it's the kind of self-destruction that kaiser senses that he needs: to be crushed, then to reemerge. ]

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