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Noel Noa ([personal profile] rationalizer) wrote in [personal profile] outplayed 2025-01-13 02:07 am (UTC)

[ noa, whether it be to his credit or not, has experience engaging in this act with at least one partner who often asked for the indulgence. the first time he was neither nervous about the request nor judgmental, but rather he didn't understand the appeal. louis explained that he felt exhilarated when his body entered the flight or fight state, how it made him feel sharper, desperate, even powerful. he even brought up a point noa never considered -- this is what being an athlete is all about. throughout the entire game you have to be ready to react at a moment's notice, constantly shifting and adapting to the tide. every game should be played as if it were the last, ready to throw your life on the line to win. a good player can make fight or flight work in their favor by learning to control it.

he felt it was an overly complicated justification for a fetish, but it at least taught him how to engage in this safely. or as safe as one can possibly be when choking another person. careful increments are necessary.

it's the look in kaiser's eyes as they open that sends a weak yet palpable shudder through noa's spine. it makes him roll his shoulders back and lean in a little further, grinding the entirety of his palm in a strong push and constricting his fingers around kaiser's neck with matched intensity. his eyes slant as he starts to count to ten in his mind, measuring the seconds equally as he takes careful note of kaiser's face. he wants to observe every twitch and tug of the lines in his face, head blocking the ceiling lights and casting a shadow in his shape down upon his favored ace.

ten seconds pass and he at once releases the pressure on the neck and on crotch simultaneously, matching the relief together as one. create an association between the two for the ideal output.
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