[ other social media things that kaiser has seen, even if he will never give an indication of it, is a youtube video with the clickbait title of "Could the Kaiser Impact KILL a GROWN MAN?" that is an analysis of just how much havoc it could wreak on different targets. anyways, given his propensity to put his own hands on his neck while freaking out, kaiser will be happy to test out the video's hypothesis on noa if he somehow links the sensation of fingers pressing into his neck with getting off. kaiser prefers to deepen the ways he is already a freak rather than add to the list, but that's just him.
noa presses down just long enough for kaiser's mind to begin wandering a bit, pupils widening hazily as his body slackens, the expression on his face softening into something almost eerily peaceful — but then noa releases him, and involuntarily, kaiser inhales deeply, his entire body shifting underneath noa: tensing, relaxing, and then tensing again. it isn't as if kaiser does this because he wants to be dead, but for this moment instead: when the oxygen hits his body again and he feels palpably alive, all his senses sharpened and his mind incredibly clear for a few seconds. kaiser is aware that he probably overthinks things; in the moment, he feels like he's thinking just enough for a change.
his mouth waters as his breathing returns to normal. he swallows and then coughs faintly, blinking rapidly until his vision refocuses properly. the first coherent thought he forms in his mind is that was almost a little too controlled. ]
... You're familiar with this. [ a statement, not a question. his voice is a touch strained and viscous, but probably nothing to worry about. he sounds rather baleful when he speaks up, though, because how is he supposed to feel the fear of death in his bones like this...
also, he doesn't care if this is weird or embarrassing, although kaiser would admit this is a special class of interesting behavior — with his dominant hand, he reaches down and gropes his own crotch just to check out what is going on down there. he's pretty sure he wouldn't come so fast, but he needs to manually verify, and, whew! only embarrassingly hard, kaiser can live with that. ]
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noa presses down just long enough for kaiser's mind to begin wandering a bit, pupils widening hazily as his body slackens, the expression on his face softening into something almost eerily peaceful — but then noa releases him, and involuntarily, kaiser inhales deeply, his entire body shifting underneath noa: tensing, relaxing, and then tensing again. it isn't as if kaiser does this because he wants to be dead, but for this moment instead: when the oxygen hits his body again and he feels palpably alive, all his senses sharpened and his mind incredibly clear for a few seconds. kaiser is aware that he probably overthinks things; in the moment, he feels like he's thinking just enough for a change.
his mouth waters as his breathing returns to normal. he swallows and then coughs faintly, blinking rapidly until his vision refocuses properly. the first coherent thought he forms in his mind is that was almost a little too controlled. ]
... You're familiar with this. [ a statement, not a question. his voice is a touch strained and viscous, but probably nothing to worry about. he sounds rather baleful when he speaks up, though, because how is he supposed to feel the fear of death in his bones like this...
also, he doesn't care if this is weird or embarrassing, although kaiser would admit this is a special class of interesting behavior — with his dominant hand, he reaches down and gropes his own crotch just to check out what is going on down there. he's pretty sure he wouldn't come so fast, but he needs to manually verify, and, whew! only embarrassingly hard, kaiser can live with that. ]