[ when your biggest shooter is also your most accurate hater at the same time... ough...
still, it isn't as if ness is wrong about any of that. if anything, that ness understands him well without kaiser having to say what he's thinking in so many words is something that kaiser likes about him very much. another thing that kaiser likes about ness, for whatever it says about the kind of person he is: he likes that ness knows what kaiser can and can't do for him. because in kaiser's world, this is clearly a matter of capability rather than willingness, and it's not important whether or not he wants to loved sincerely when he's convinced that he isn't meant for that in the first place.
this is why being around ness is comfortable to kaiser — why he's willing to touch and perhaps even be affectionate towards ness every now and again, and receive the same in turn — but maybe that works against ness more than it works in his favor. ness can't do anything kaiser doesn't want, after all.
he tilts his face into ness's touch — that means some of the stray strands of hair just come tumbling back down moments after. and as ness leans in to kiss him again, he lifts up his other arm to hook around ness's neck, the crook of his elbow bumping up against the back of his head. not quite holding him there, but also not letting him get too far away. this time, kaiser keeps his eyes open, gaze fixed intently on what of ness's expression he can see at such close quarters. ]
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still, it isn't as if ness is wrong about any of that. if anything, that ness understands him well without kaiser having to say what he's thinking in so many words is something that kaiser likes about him very much. another thing that kaiser likes about ness, for whatever it says about the kind of person he is: he likes that ness knows what kaiser can and can't do for him. because in kaiser's world, this is clearly a matter of capability rather than willingness, and it's not important whether or not he wants to loved sincerely when he's convinced that he isn't meant for that in the first place.
this is why being around ness is comfortable to kaiser — why he's willing to touch and perhaps even be affectionate towards ness every now and again, and receive the same in turn — but maybe that works against ness more than it works in his favor. ness can't do anything kaiser doesn't want, after all.
he tilts his face into ness's touch — that means some of the stray strands of hair just come tumbling back down moments after. and as ness leans in to kiss him again, he lifts up his other arm to hook around ness's neck, the crook of his elbow bumping up against the back of his head. not quite holding him there, but also not letting him get too far away. this time, kaiser keeps his eyes open, gaze fixed intently on what of ness's expression he can see at such close quarters. ]