[ that gets a wince out of him. his body is going to be sore tomorrow and he knows that spot especially will be aching extra.
so the idea of this is trial and error. it might not be worth much tonight, but it could pay off later on. and he is investing in kaiser, even if this wasn't what he had in mind. it's bad that he isn't horribly opposed to this... he would have waited a couple more years to consider this level of escalation though. how long will they have together? noa runs through people a lot faster than when he was younger. ]
No, I wasn't. [ kaiser might soon wish he was, but not because of tonight. ] But I don't want you regretting anything later.
[ a final chance, maybe a bit of a defense. maybe this is the most compassion he could ever muster. these things have to be mutual in his eyes. they both need to want this or it turns messy, complicated, and frustrating for everyone. ]
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so the idea of this is trial and error. it might not be worth much tonight, but it could pay off later on. and he is investing in kaiser, even if this wasn't what he had in mind. it's bad that he isn't horribly opposed to this... he would have waited a couple more years to consider this level of escalation though. how long will they have together? noa runs through people a lot faster than when he was younger. ]
No, I wasn't. [ kaiser might soon wish he was, but not because of tonight. ] But I don't want you regretting anything later.
[ a final chance, maybe a bit of a defense. maybe this is the most compassion he could ever muster. these things have to be mutual in his eyes. they both need to want this or it turns messy, complicated, and frustrating for everyone. ]