[ if kaiser knew, he would be proud of himself for inducing in noa the same feeling that everybody else gets interacting with noa himself: meet the impenetrable wall that makes people unstable after throwing themselves into the wall repeatedly. anyways, maybe at some point noa will realize that kaiser has a specific way that he wants all of his interactions to go ahead of time and will twist everything available to force them in that direction, but if not... that's fine too.
after replaying his horrible, terrible, no-good christmas eve mistakes like a normal person does, kaiser came to a few conclusions about how he misplayed. the first and most crucial issue was that he simply lost his cool, but the second was that he escalated too quickly assuming that he could maintain some kind of guarantee of mutually assured destruction, only to get utterly outgunned. the final is that he shouldn't underestimate what a creature noel noa is at heart, so — the logical conclusion from all of these observations: he shouldn't accelerate right into this and make sure to inch forward onto stable ground at every step.
the fool he was (only a few months ago) would have climbed right into noa's lap and straddled him, the fool that he is right now is restrained enough to merely put his arms around noa's neck and tilt his face up, parting his lips slightly and licking at noa's mouth like an adorable kitten, meow. ]
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after replaying his horrible, terrible, no-good christmas eve mistakes like a normal person does, kaiser came to a few conclusions about how he misplayed. the first and most crucial issue was that he simply lost his cool, but the second was that he escalated too quickly assuming that he could maintain some kind of guarantee of mutually assured destruction, only to get utterly outgunned. the final is that he shouldn't underestimate what a creature noel noa is at heart, so — the logical conclusion from all of these observations: he shouldn't accelerate right into this and make sure to inch forward onto stable ground at every step.
the fool he was (only a few months ago) would have climbed right into noa's lap and straddled him, the fool that he is right now is restrained enough to merely put his arms around noa's neck and tilt his face up, parting his lips slightly and licking at noa's mouth like an adorable kitten, meow. ]