( kaiser's room. he's in kaiser's room of all places. he'd thought about what it would look like, probably full of fancy shit, but now he doesn't even dare to look around. the moment he got shoved inside he'd turned to face kaiser, his eyes fixed on him. he definitely didn't think this through. that kiss, it wasn't exactly planned. it just sort of happened. so kaiser's question about... )

My crush? ( that confuses him. ) What? Look, I don't... This isn't... ( he sighs in frustration and runs his fingers through his hair. ) I don't know why, okay? Don't know why I did it. I just wanted to and I did it. Like... if there's an opportunity for a goal, you take it. ( okay, not a great analogy in this case, but that's basically the gist of it. )

... Sorry.