You. ( he sucks in a breath and tries for a more elaborate response to that question. ) I wanted to stop thinking about you. ( might as well spit out the truth. )

Usually it's about the game... how I can get better, how I can beat you. This time... because of last night... ( it messed that up completely. all he could think about after seeing kaiser this morning were the bits and pieces of memory he had of the night before and he desperately wanted to complete the pieces of that puzzle -- to figure out what it all means. )