( gonna blink at kaiser, once, twice. like did he seriously just ask him that question. isagi sucks in a deep breath like okay, time to have this talk. he moves to place his hand on kaiser's shoulder, first one and then the other, resting his knee on the edge of the bed, basically half-straddling the guy -- wanting to have this direct eye-to-eye contact. is he intimidated by him? sure. but... )

If you so much as snicker at me, I'll freaking punch you. ( he then lowers his gaze. ) Just kinda always thought I'd get up to these things after marriage... ( he also didn't think his first foray into "relationships" or whatever the fuck this is, would be with some guy even. )

You're my first, so... maybe it's kind of a big deal to me. Can you not be so damn blasé about it?