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MICHAEL♛KAISER ([personal profile] outplayed) wrote2024-03-31 05:40 pm

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I came here to meet you!       ( text | action | etc. )
... I want you to get in the way of my life.
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[personal profile] rationalizer 2025-02-27 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
There's a difference.

[ and he is not interested in explaining this to kaiser, he can figure it out if he thinks about it for a few minutes.

there's no reaction in seeing kaiser sink to his knees and he lifts slightly off the bed to ease the pull down. the cool air wafting through the room feels nice when his member is freed, fingers tensing momentarily before it normalizes. he can't tell what's going through kaiser's head in the moment, but decides it doesn't matter. they've crossed so many boundaries tonight, what's one more? bad decisions compounding on one another and earning interest over stretched out minutes. it's too late and neither of them will sleep well tonight.

noa obliges the request and sweeps his hands on either side of kaiser's head, lifting blond strands and gently pulling them back while threading his fingers through the scalp to hold them in place. it's easier to see kaiser's face from this position and watch his next move, knowing what's about to happen but not how.
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[personal profile] rationalizer 2025-03-27 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ his fingers pull back and then push in again, re-threading the strands between his fingers and curling them into a firmer pull. noa likes the glare, has always liked kaiser best when he's at his most focused. a criticism he won't voice is he thinks kaiser gets fired up too easily, when he should instead simmer down and approach his situation with calculated chill. it's a simpler matter to do in a controlled environment compared to being on pitch with twenty other players coming at you from all different directions. right now it's only the two of them and the intensity that comes with the push and pull of a one on one.

if kaiser is a very normal person for approaching a blowjob with meticulous calculation, then noa is equally normal for focusing on kaiser like he's an animal at the zoo. he feels the sensations of course, the texture of the tongue scraping against the head, fingers mapping his cock, but they are happening to him and also to someone else entirely. this isn't exclusive to kaiser's approach, but simply how noa is always trapped in his own head. it takes a lot for his mind to turn off and just be in the moment, experience what he's feeling for what it is and not dwell on what it means. this is far more true when he's not the one initiating or taking charge of the action.

he's not going to tell kaiser what to do though. that would taint the entire point of this little tryst. he wants to see what kaiser thinks and does and gauge what he thinks it even means to service someone else. of course he should then expect an evaluation at the end of this, even if it's a short one.
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