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[outplayed]

I came here to meet you!       ( text | action | etc. )
... I want you to get in the way of my life.

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[unjilt]

Do you really have secrets like that?

[outplayed]

kind of fucking rude of you to ask that...

yes, i do.

[unjilt]

I didn't mean anything by it, like I said I don't really have secrets so I'm trying to see if it's really that big a deal to tell someone one or some of them.

[outplayed]

of course you have secrets
literally everybody has secrets
or do you announce to everybody in the room how youre at any given point in time??

[unjilt]

I would if it wasn't insane.
Secrets are the mark of shame, aren't they?
I'm not really ashamed of anything.

[outplayed]

once again, you are being incredibly fucking rude to me right now...?

[ there is NOTHING shameful about his secrets!! ]

[unjilt]

Not everything I say is about you, you self-absorbed idiot.

But fine, I'm sure your secrets are not shameful at all.
You're the exception to the rule.

[outplayed]

you asked me if i have secrets and then said "secrets are the mark of shame" moments later?? so kind of asking for it, even if you didnt mean it

but fine, lets just say that was your social faux pas and move on
youre not comfortable looking weak in front of him, huh

[unjilt]

If you had said you have no secrets we could've bonded over that, but I'll take the L, as Nagi says. Hopefully using that right.


Of course I'm not comfortable.
I want to be perfect in front of him.

[outplayed]

and im saying thats working against you
if youre perfect to him then why would he ever feel like he needs to do anything for you?

[unjilt]

I want him to rely on me.
I want to take care of him.
I don't want him to leave because there's something I'm not doing right, or something he's missing, so I'm really trying here.

[outplayed]

... alright, let me sum it up for you
people dont "love" things that are perfect
if youre perfect then you can be be adored, like a piece of art or an icon
if youre imperfect then you can be loved [ "like a person"... he will not add. ]

[unjilt]

If that's how it is, “adored” sounds pretty good. I'll take anything at this point.

You must be pretty damn loved, huh.

[outplayed]

[ he said "can be loved", not "is loved", but— ]

yeah
duh
have you ever searched me on twitter?

[ surely reo would love to read the unhinged shit the kaiser girlies have to say! ]

[unjilt]

Oh, the #kaisae stuff?

[outplayed]

i mostly only look at my solo hashtags
but
dont talk to me about #kaisae until it finally outpaces #kaisagi

[ strangling himself over that one fr. ]

[unjilt]

Haha
I think that first one is just because people expect you two to be in the same group together.
The other one is just foul and mean.

[outplayed]

well yes
the first is like saying "i enjoy vintage wines" and the other is like saying "franzia is fine"

if you let me touch you in front of the cameras a bit then we can get #kaireo going too [ :) ]

[unjilt]

........
Not the worst idea, actually.
Maybe when Nagi makes me mad again.

[outplayed]

ok but based on everything youve told me it probably wont make him jealous
however, it will make me feel good about myself
so keep all that in mind

[unjilt]

[ :( ]

Yeah, you're right.
Why do I bother.

Anyway, rumors about us won't be as juicy as #kaisae since I haven't been scouted yet. I'm just one more Blue Lock project kid right now.

[outplayed]

throwing in the towel a little early, arent you?
maybe youll be the mf that gives sae itoshi a run for his money

[ does he actually think that will be the case? no comment! but weirder shit happens in blue lock, like... all the time, so! ]

also if were measuring this purely based off of media presence
sae is real bitch who doesnt give a fuck so you could easily become more popular if you put in some effort

[unjilt]

I'm sure I can be better than him, make no mistake.
But I know my worth right now, and right now my worth is still tied to my family rather than my merits.
But as soon as that changes, I'll come wrap my arms around your shoulders and kiss you in the middle of the pitch during a game while we play for opposing teams.

[outplayed]

you can do that anytime
but sure, i will hold you to that, then [ :) ]
with tongue?

[unjilt]

I don't think it makes a difference, but sure, if you want.