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[outplayed]

I came here to meet you!       ( text | action | etc. )
... I want you to get in the way of my life.

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[outplayed]

they should publicly execute me at the height of my accomplishments by hanging me in front of the masses. i hope its horrible and children have to watch me writhe on the rope until i finally die and it does something permanently scarring to their emotional development

[ he's serious. ]

but more realistically, i would settle for a freak accident around the age of 35 that really fucks up my body and is a pain to clean up

[reelseiden]

i think it's interesting your preferred methods take into consideration other people's feelings more than your own

[outplayed]

well, if its predetermined that im going to die, then its the end for me no matter what, isnt it?
if i cant change the fact that im going to die, then i may as well pick a death that people will remember

[reelseiden]

most people would care about their comfort, even at the very end

is your greatest fear being forgotten?

[outplayed]

no, its more about taking the chance to give the world one final "my god, fuck OFF -_-" on my way out
its really not that deep

[ he's just dented that way. anyways, he figures it's his turn again? ]

do you have dreams when you sleep? nightmares?

[reelseiden]

none that i remember, no.

[ and, yes, no matter what awful thing she's done, she always sleeps like a baby. ]

[outplayed]

so you sleep well at night, then. me too

[ too well, perhaps... ]

what about dreams as in goals?

[reelseiden]

[ hmm... ]

i want to live my life to the fullest it can be, for however long it will be
i like learning about people, especially people i find fascinating
i wouldn't mind spending my time doing just that, if i had to choose just one thing

[outplayed]

is this why youre giving me the third degree? maybe i should take it as a compliment, then

[reelseiden]

what did you think my motivations were to begin with?

[outplayed]

some combination of whimsy and boredom, to be honest
and what do you think youve learned of me so far?

[reelseiden]

you're lonely

[outplayed]

usually people say "lonely" when they actually want others, yes?
in that case, i wouldnt say im lonely. im solitary...

[ he does NOT yearn for others... disgusting! okay, maybe he yearns just a little, but— ]

[reelseiden]

strange for someone so solitary going out of their way to maintain a pretty invasive conversation

[ but you do you, kaiser... ]

[outplayed]

?
thats because i dont mind
im used to people being invasive, so i dont think that has anything to do with being solitary

[reelseiden]

do you usually indulge them?

[outplayed]

yeah
dont take this the wrong way but often the fastest way to make people leave you alone is to simply give them what you want?
most people arent genuinely curious. theyre just passing time

[reelseiden]

is that what you want?
for me to leave you alone?

[outplayed]

?
that last statement doesnt apply to you. youre genuinely curious, arent you?

[ he refuses to say that he might enjoy somebody else's company. ]