[ he says that like it explains everything. or maybe like he's saying that he's the most interesting boy in the world? but what he's actually communicating is that kaiser can always gaslight himself into yet another personality profile, so, you know— ]
so i did get more interesting to you im more interesting to you now than i once was yayyyy
but anyways, yes, i did think that. that im not a human being
[ always will, probably! ]
i mean, it was really obvious, once i started having to interact with people around my age... you can tell when a person was born as proper human being into this world. it just shows, you know?
... its always little things, like how somebody eats, or how they enunciate even kids who were troublemaking little brats learn proper table manners just watching the adults around them, yes?
[ if it ever feels like kaiser can be a little self-conscious when he eats in front of others... well, you know. naturally, he gnaws like a crechur. he would also rather perish on the spot than have anybody comment on the way he talks like how harold brace talks— ]
i suppose its also a bit in the mindset... i guess sometimes it can be difficult to distinguish from shyness, but i remember thinking it was so odd how the other youth members just... trusted adults
[ kaiser shoveling slop into his mouth as if he's trying to set a world record, teeth showing and all... ]
the way i see it, somebody properly cared for them... so... i dont know... somebody out there wished for them to always be properly looked after, so they act as if they would be properly looked after as a matter of course. i dont think theres anything wrong with that...
[ kaiser blames the shitbag adults. he tries to be nice to kids but... it's weird! that's why he needs one of his own :( ]
well, when i was really little, sure... but that didnt last long because there was no point in being jealous being jealous wouldnt help me so i let it go i dont need anything that wont make me better.
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( spitting bile into the sink rn )
I'll probably get bored of you before then.
Realistically.
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that wont happen
im michael kaiser
[ he says that like it explains everything. or maybe like he's saying that he's the most interesting boy in the world? but what he's actually communicating is that kaiser can always gaslight himself into yet another personality profile, so, you know— ]
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What does that have to do with anything
( unlike kaiser, sae is not schizophrenic... ? )
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i mean, you met me before id dyed my hair, yes...?
[ or did sae forget the scruffy weirdo he was... :( ]
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( LIKE!!!!!!! )
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but its not as if the way i was before wouldve impressed you either, yeah?
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Back then, you were just a scruffy neanderthal.
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but, surely, i got more interesting?
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That you weren't human.
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you answer my question first...
[ did he get more interesting or not!! ]
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What question
( he forgor. )
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-_-
[ sometimes it slips kaiser's mind that sae's brain is like swiss cheese for anything not football. ]
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( just a creachure........... )
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im more interesting to you now than i once was
yayyyy
but anyways, yes, i did think that. that im not a human being
[ always will, probably! ]
i mean, it was really obvious, once i started having to interact with people around my age...
you can tell when a person was born as proper human being into this world. it just shows, you know?
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( considering kaiser barely spoke... )
... how can you tell?
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even kids who were troublemaking little brats learn proper table manners just watching the adults around them, yes?
[ if it ever feels like kaiser can be a little self-conscious when he eats in front of others... well, you know. naturally, he gnaws like a crechur. he would also rather perish on the spot than have anybody comment on the way he talks like how harold brace talks— ]
i suppose its also a bit in the mindset...
i guess sometimes it can be difficult to distinguish from shyness, but i remember thinking it was so odd how the other youth members just... trusted adults
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They were morons then, not humans.
( imagine trusting adults! < - guy who absolutely trusted adults and got bit in the ass. )
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the way i see it, somebody properly cared for them...
so... i dont know...
somebody out there wished for them to always be properly looked after, so they act as if they would be properly looked after as a matter of course. i dont think theres anything wrong with that...
[ kaiser blames the shitbag adults. he tries to be nice to kids but... it's weird! that's why he needs one of his own :( ]
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Are you jealous of not being raised so naive?
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but that didnt last long because there was no point in being jealous
being jealous wouldnt help me so i let it go
i dont need anything that wont make me better.
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Remember you don't have to be human to succeed.
And if you do, that'll make you better than humans, anyway, won't it?
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my strength is that i can look down on all humans objectively
not you, of course 💙
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I'm not human. I'm something better. ( DUHHHHHHHH )
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[ he's just asking to get left on read, yeah. ]
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