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I came here to meet you!       ( text | action | etc. )
... I want you to get in the way of my life.

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am i? thats just what people say
im nothing of the sort
nobody wanted me to be born, i dont think i qualify as a human being

[ he's just a piece of shit :/ ]

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nothing to be sorry about... i dont know how it works either...
how can i have standards for something that i dont understand? i only know what i want and what i dont want, or what i like and dislike
so dont be sorry its not your fault

[cultist]

[ that sudden wave of nausea, maybe a conversation like this isn't good for sango. their mouth feels dry, like cotton, and it hurts to swallow. ]

you were born, therefore you are alive like a human. mimi, i wish i could have what you do. please don't throw it away.

[ and they wish that kaiser wasn't a human at all. ]

you really do struggle, i thought i loved that about you. maybe you deserve someone who knows how love works and who can give you that. i want mimi to be the happiest if i cannot give you that love.

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i told you i didnt want to say if it made you think less of me

[ HE KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN!!! ]

now you dont want me anymore
now youre going to get rid of me too

[cultist]

how do i think less when i want you to have more?

i want to imagine you happier. isn't it unfair to keep you if i can't love you. don't you want that? to be loved?

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i dont know if i can love or be loved but i know that i can hate and ill hate you if you throw me aside because of this
i told you i didnt want to say and now you dont want me around anymore
why cant things just be the way they are now?

[cultist]

that's an emotion i know well enough. you shouldn't give up your chance at love by dealing with me, i've never existed anyway.

i won't leave you if you're sure you want this. do you want to be loved?

[ this reminds them of tsuna, they can't break her reality or she'll become destructive.

kaiser's reality, it's a fragile one. ]

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[ yes so be so much nicer to him!!!! also never leave!!!!!!!!! kaiser reserves the right to leave. ]

im okay with just being wanted by you
if you think you can love me all the better but ill take what i can get

[cultist]

it's not enough, i want to love you.
do you understand that i want to love you, and hug you?
you make me sound like leftovers... taking what you can get.
are you settling?

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no
i just dont want to be greedy because you already sounded like you want to leave me

[ does sango understand! this is their fault!! ]

i dont need a lot to survive so dont do that

[cultist]

i want to leave so you gain a surplus of love. should i take a bottle of medicine next to me?

[ tsuna ass behavior. ]

humans need lots of love.

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?
or youll leave and there wont be any love anyways so you left for no reason
that seems like the more likely outcome so you shouldnt leave in the first place

[cultist]

i see.
are you trying to manipulate me into staying, i thought we had a healthy relationship, mimi?

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how is this manipulation when im being very clear about what i want -_-
now youre finding more excuses to leave

[cultist]

you've never spoken to me like this before.

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how do you want me to talk to you?

[cultist]

in a way that you know you deserve to be loved.
i'll give you the same option, do you want something from my past or what i've thought about recently?

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[ okay. well. he doesn't know how to talk like that so kaiser is brushing past that. ]

something from your past

[cultist]

there's nothing particularly interesting about my past.

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whether i think thats true or not is for me to decide, isnt it...

[cultist]

these aren't things i can say over text, maybe if i see you.

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then come see me...

[cultist]

[ if only kaiser wasn't going to cd tomorrow then maybe they could. ]

haha very funny
you're waaaay too busy for me right now.
how about in a week?

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[ yeah, to c deez nuts. ]

i knew it...
youre trying to get rid of me now...

[cultist]

[ that dick is never being humored again. ]

are you or are you not busy?

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[ ok but i had to say it. surely you understand. ]

i can make time for you...