That sounds exhausting. Now if you tell me that fights don't break out that often I'd actually be surprised.
( or MAYBE that's just her admittedly higher inclination for violence. not that she's gotten into any real fights about it..... just the once. (?)
sometimes you get your pride insulted and so you maim them a little over it and that's ok if you know they'll heal up just fine from it anyway probably. )
It's different if you're just playing the game and come out on top, but, for someone to go out of their way to humiliate one person doesn't feel much like it's about the competition anymore.
[ dw, his dog (human) enjoys it so it's fine (it's not fine). ]
revenge is better when its thorough compared to it being immediate, if you ask me i mean, both together is best, but its important to know what fights to pick and when, dont you think?
( hate that it wouldnt be hard considering............................ all that. probably. but also, he has one already! why would he need a poorly socialized dobermann. )
That I haven't killed you yet is evidence otherwise! My self-control works perfectly fine!
[ because he abandoned his puppy (long story)... he needs a new one... ]
no its not, killing something with a face this beautiful is simply irrational behavior youd be bringing the beauty of the world down with my death nobody would ever do such a thing to me, ever [ many people would probably beat his ass if they thought they could get away with it, yeah. ]
[ he wouldn't even be the first to do it, honestly, and he is not even close to being the most deranged about the things done to get better at kicking ball good. unfortunately. ]
what, would you rather i sound underwhelmed about it...?
[ imagine, if you will, being 19 years old and you get taken all the way to a different continent by the 31 year old man you think is supposed to be mentoring you, only for aforementioned mentor to pay more way attention to some random kid he keeps threatening to replace you with, which really pisses you off. then months later you find out that grown ass man has been laying an elaborate plan to give you a rival and force you to git gud because he wants you to grow up faster and be his next rival. you are fairly certain you didn't get groomed but you also didn't... not get groomed? you are michael kaiser. and you are losing the competition to be the most deranged soccer player badly. ]
weird? now what in the world might you mean by that explain to me, please i simply dont understand
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Yes, I would. Because they're wrong, and I know they're wrong.
( though she is definitely, uh, noticing something. what he says sounds nice at first until it sounds kinda hollow? )
Is it a waste of my time? Maybe. It could be. But I know I'm prideful, and I also know that I hold a lot of stock in what people think of me.
( and combine that with her natural stubbornness, she's going to pick every fight ever. )
But now I'm curious, and you don't have to answer if you don't want to. Is there anything that'd make you actually angry?
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[ at himself, 98% of the time... he can't help that his inability to live up to the idealized version of himself in his head pisses him AWF!
he's not elaborating, though, since she didn't ask what about. ]
i guess, if somebody went out of their way to humiliate me and i couldnt prevent it, that would make me angry
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You're generally unbothered by most of basically anything but you're always angry?
( how does that work.. )
Does that happen a lot in your line of work? That kind of attempt, I mean.
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but the point is that yeah, i get angry, and not any less than people generally do
and yeah all the time
athletes are generally egoists trying to pick fights to assert their superiority
i am too
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( or MAYBE that's just her admittedly higher inclination for violence. not that she's gotten into any real fights about it..... just the once. (?)
sometimes you get your pride insulted and so you maim them a little over it and that's ok if you know they'll heal up just fine from it anyway probably. )
It's different if you're just playing the game and come out on top, but, for someone to go out of their way to humiliate one person doesn't feel much like it's about the competition anymore.
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[ but it doesn't, because then you get punished for it 💔 ]
and i dont see the problem with it, personally
if somebody cant take that then dont play in the first place
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Just part of the game, huh.
( they all have a thing for humiliation got it. still. that's kinda? )
Well, the restraint is admirable either way. I don't know if I could let someone get in my face without doing something about it.
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yeah, and im damn good at the game
[ 19 year old boy who humiliates adults on the regular: hehe ]
and i did say i get angry over it, didnt i?
i just use that energy to get even later
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At psychological warfare? Apparently.
( he really is just a tehepero kinda guy. )
In the immediate is more what I mean, but I do see proving them wrong properly later being way more satisfying.
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revenge is better when its thorough compared to it being immediate, if you ask me
i mean, both together is best, but its important to know what fights to pick and when, dont you think?
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I guess..
It's not like I've had to think about that more than you apparently have.
( it's also a lot harder to show off when her at her prime can really only be shown at work!! which she insists on doing solo.
there's also just simply a lot of anger in her body probably. )
Mister 'I only pick fights I know I'll win'. ( her problem is that she thinks she'll win all of them :/ )
Maybe it's the satisfaction of a win, even if it's small.
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you probably wouldve failed those self-control tests they give to kindergartners, huh [ i'm so sorry. ]
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That I haven't killed you yet is evidence otherwise! My self-control works perfectly fine!
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no its not, killing something with a face this beautiful is simply irrational behavior
youd be bringing the beauty of the world down with my death
nobody would ever do such a thing to me, ever [ many people would probably beat his ass if they thought they could get away with it, yeah. ]
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Wrong answer. It's because I have morals and I won't be made into a murderer by you or anyone else.
( she's! a good girl! )
You sure about that last bit? You have a punchable mouth.
( yeah see, a good one. )
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?
my mouth allures you to touch it? is that what youre saying?
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Stop twisting what I say!
You know that's not what I meant! It's not going to be as gentle as you make it sound!
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youre going to be rough with me? oh my... wow...
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No! Not 'wow'!
( he's so bad for her blood pressure. she's going to die young because of this boy. )
Maybe don't sound so excited about that????
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what, would you rather i sound underwhelmed about it...?
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and what else could people possibly do for the sake of ball kicking!! )
No!!! That's not what I meant either! Obviously anything I do is never going to be underwhelming!
( ?
wait hold on. wait a minute. )
Stop that! Don't make it weird!!
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weird? now what in the world might you mean by that
explain to me, please
i simply dont understand
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You do NOT get to play innocent after that! And you especially don't get to make it seem like that I'm the one who made the innuendo!
( would it help if she'd simply stop stepping on the rake? yeah probably. )
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hm, all these accusations yet im not even sure why im being accused
didnt you say you wouldnt be gentle with me?
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I did. But I didn't say it like that and you know it. You're being a brat!
Besides, my playing rough could really hurt you, you know. And I'd rather not be the reason you're out of a game.
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