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[outplayed]

I came here to meet you!       ( text | action | etc. )
... I want you to get in the way of my life.

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[outplayed]

oh good because ill probably need your expert help as a gaslighter, you know?
im most concerned about the wires getting crossed and people connecting the dots years afterwards so they stop feeling guilty about it
im not out to 13 reasons why this shit

[ if he were the protagonist of that story it would be soooo different— ]

hm alright
then every 4-5 days ill turn it on to let you know my mental status and then turn it off

[sublimed]

You want them to suffer until the end of their lives, huh?
We'll need to do some planning, then.

( this is going to be a specific operation — )

Okay.
And if you don't turn it on, I'll assume the bears got you.

[outplayed]

yeah of course
if thats how i go then i want to haunt the thoughts of the people i hate until theyre dead too

[ you know, standard insane gf things. ]

that will simply not happen
im going to persist to keep my end of the promise, you know?

[sublimed]

Ever considered haunting?

( just become a ghost. duh. )

?
What are you gonna do if a bear tries to eat you?
Tell it you've got a promise to keep?

[outplayed]

too much effort
would be better if i can get people to do it to themselves
also i would be sick and tired of being alive at that point why would i EVER remain around to haunt these salted grounds -_-

a bear is not going to try to eat me
wildlife in general will not be what kills me out there

[ god's favorite mistake would never be allowed to die like that 💔 ]

[sublimed]

?
How are you so sure about that?

( the wilderness is full of dangerous wildlife? kaiser? )

[outplayed]

well first i wont pick a location thats known for bears killing people
also im not just gonna show up with no prep??
tons of people camp ever year without dying, ive no reason to think id be the one dumb fuck who does

[sublimed]

How do you even prep against a random bear attack

( enlighten him. he knows nothing about camping )

[outplayed]

by not doing dumb fuck things that cause bears to want to attack you in the first place mostly

also you know how theres pepper spray for human predators

[sublimed]

Hmm...

( what he's getting from this conversation is that he'd die in the wilderness because he has no idea how to avoid bears. )

Yeah. Are you going to take the one you told me to get for myself?

[outplayed]

no because theres a different spray for animal predators

though you could use that on human predators too now that i think about it...

[sublimed]

Ohh.

( learning :) )

Do you want the whistle? Maybe loud, piercing noises would scare them off?
Also, where did camping even come from?

[outplayed]

why do you want me to be approached by a bear so bad...

also it doesnt necessarily have to be camping
i just want to go somewhere quiet to be alone and drive myself insane with the echoing of my own thoughts and nothing else but the sounds of nature

[ he could just rent a cabin or something. ]

[sublimed]

I dunno. It's just what I think of when you say wilderness.

Also: you could technically do this in your apartment, so.

( just like, block the windows out or something. or, yeah, rent a cabin. )

[outplayed]

yeah i could but its too easy to cheat in my apartment and start doomscrolling instead -_-

if i rented a place in the mountaintops would you swear a vow of silence and come with or nah

[sublimed]

I dunno. Being stuck out there without any technology sounds kind of insane to me.
If you could guarantee there's at least hot water —

[outplayed]

yeah thats the point
to go insane
to be insane

google glamping in europe

[sublimed]

You're already insane and so am I.

... but yeah, that looks fine.
I won't do regular camping but luxury camping seems ok.

[outplayed]

thank you but i think we can be worse actually
or rather, we can be a different kind of insane

[sublimed]

Hermit sort of insane?

[outplayed]

yeah maybe we can get high and really existential and fake deep over it
lmao

[sublimed]

I thought I was taking a vow of silence?

[outplayed]

oh yeah
well right before the reservation expires we can get high and have some pretentious bullshit conversation
itll kind of be like a dry run of us going on drug benders before the bathtub

[sublimed]

I'll trust you to not let me go overboard.

( he doesn't really. trust himself, so. )

[outplayed]

mm, okay. dont worry about it, then
i can do a better job of making sure you have a good time than i can ensuring the same for myself in the first place, so.

[ it's mutual <3 ]