( a noncommittal noise of acknowledgement — because yeah, he doesn't really believe it. people leave over the stupidest things, don't they? kaiser's too young to be so self-assured in this, anyway. and yeah, omegaverse bonds are forever, but SADLY this is not omegaverse!!!!!!! )
... ( he blinks, at that, almost surprised. that's... one way to put it, certainly? it's not wrong, though; his position often requires him to see things from both sides, doesn't it? still, his personal preferences are captured here, too — because it's true: he does feel the best with a set of sharp teeth against his throat, a warm breath at the back of his neck. must be the omega instincts...
he exhales, a little shaky when kaiser teases a bite, pulse spiking again. )
I like the desperation of it, I guess. The intensity. ( it makes sense, maybe? he's cold, so he likes being burned by it; scathed until he's forced to feel it. predators hunt prey down to survive: it's life or death, and that's how sae prefers it — all or nothing. )
[ true, kaiser knows people leave on the drop of a dime, especially (spitting sounds) men. that is precisely why he would never! ]
... You want to be warmed up from the inside out.
[ the hot bath might be a temporary solution to the issue, but that warmth will dissipate before long. kaiser lifts the hand resting on sae's waist up to his chest, over his heart — it's a little too easy to imagine sinking his hand into the cavity there, touching his heart, and finding it cold yet somehow still beating. ]
Tell me, Sae. Will you like me more if I show you how desperate I really am? [ so that sae can hide his own desperation in its shadows, perhaps — kaiser's tone is simultaneously easy yet tense all at once. he's kidding, unless sae is serious, in which case he's also serious. ]
Mm... ( he can feel his own heart stutter against kaiser's touch, pulse rabbit-quick. he wishes the other could just tear him open and sink his hands inside, honestly; squeeze around his heart until it felt warm again. it's not possible, but it's a nice thought? because it's very normal to fantasize about your sort-of-bf goring you in the bath.
if he's kidding, sae can't really tell. it's nice, when other people seem more desperate, when they've got more stakes in something — at least seemingly.
it makes him free from responsibility. )
Yeah. ( he turns his head, then, to nip at kaiser's ear, one arm brought up, palm resting against his cheek. ) I will.
[ it's very normal? kaiser is also fantasizing about goring his sort-of-bf in the bath... so... to be fair, he thinks sae almost invites it. too many bones are visible through skin, in kaiser's opinion, even the way that his backbone juts out a bit — it feels like it'd be too easy to squeeze a little too hard and break something. or like he could somehow sink his hand through sae's skin and touch what's inside, so pale that parts of his body seem like they're on the verge of transparency.
but kaiser knows from firsthand experience that sae's quite hardy, all things considered. ]
Oh... [ he laughs, but it's a sickly little sound— ] Then I'll show you. Not now, but... I will.
[ an exchanging of oaths, then.
he moves his hand from sae's chest to his face, sliding his palm over sae's eyes, pushing him down slightly to submerge sae deeper into the water... do you trust him, babygirl. ]
( if sae seems like he invites it... it's probably because he does!! that aside, he's not really sure what kaiser means by it, but wants to see it either way, because... yeah. it'll make him feel less terrible about clinging onto the other — or, what to him feels like clinging? which is just a normal, or even scarce, amount of attachment........... )
'kay. ( the warmth of the bath makes him a little lethargic, so that's all he says, eyelids falling shut when kaiser covers his eyes with his hand.
a bit confused, but mostly compliant, he does allow the other to push him a little deeper into the water, still mostly relaxed. )
... what are you doing? ( but about trust, well — )
Whaaaat... you don't think I'm about to drown you, do you?
[ well, at least kaiser knows how it comes across. he snickers lightly, quietly enough that sae can probably feel the way his chest moves more so than the sound it makes. ]
Just relax. Even if you fall asleep, you'll wake up later. Promise.
[ also, really... no reason, especially? kaiser's just the type to yank on his cr...ush's pigtails. he just had the impulse to pull sae downwards a little, to see if he'd react — and now that he's seen sae's response, he's oddly satisfied with how calmly it was taken. ]
( he's surprisingly calm in kaiser's hands, though, even with his eyes covered. is it more because he trusts the other with his life, or because he doesn't really care about what happens to him either way? well... he'll leave that up to kaiser's imagination.
resting his head back against kaiser's chest, he relaxes and stretches his legs out, leaving his arms idle on both sides of the other's legs. )
What, is that your big plan? Getting me to fall asleep so you can touch me while I'm out? Pervert. ( he knows that's not what kaiser meant but. it's sae so he has to be obnoxiously crude, you know. )
[ the bathtub maneuver is even more unhinged now that the depths of kaiser's insanity has been more revealed, i'm afraid. but sorry... kaiser cannot be killing sae before they get engaged... ]
Don't say that like you wouldn't like it. Want me to feel you up while you're sleeping one of these days...?
[ this is actually kind of a difficult ask, because kaiser sleeps later and heavier than sae does... can he get up, for the sake of horny? he's done it before, so he can probably do it again, but realistically sae would wake up pretty fast once he started... ]
... But no, I was just thinking. [ he was having detailed suicidal ideations of what it'll be like if/when they really do kill themselves in a bathtub <3 ] It might be difficult for us to cut each other up in this position.
As if you'd ever wake up before me. ( it might be possible if kaiser's the one to go to sleep later, but? sae's not sure whether the other prefers to stay up late or go to bed early, given the chance. for the most part, sae keeps to a pretty strict sleeping schedule, but things happen —
either way. )
Hmm. ( he glances to the side, bringing one hand up. if he were holding something sharp, he'd have a pretty easy time reaching kaiser's arms with it? maybe not in this position, exactly, but hitched up further against his chest, like earlier... ?
likewise, if kaiser was holding a knife, he could easily cut any part of sae's body like this, maybe except for like. his calves. ) I think it'll be fine. It's the arms that matter the most, right?
[ either way, he'll store that one in the back of his mind... maybe if the opportunity ever arises? he figures sae basically gave permission there, so he may as well make the most of it if there's ever a good chance for it. but, anyway, ]
... I didn't mean literally.
[ it's almost too comfortable like this... realistically, kaiser is sure he could do it regardless. but maybe this was something of a mistake, because now kaiser feels like if it ever comes to it, he'll probably think of this moment and hesitate for a moment. and hesitation, in that scenario, feels like a deeply dangerous thing to indulge in — he's still more concerned about inflicting more needless pain on sae than whatever might happen to him. ]
Mmm... never mind. I'll do it properly regardless, trust me.
[ sowwy if that was, like... a weird thing to say...... ]
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( a noncommittal noise of acknowledgement — because yeah, he doesn't really believe it. people leave over the stupidest things, don't they? kaiser's too young to be so self-assured in this, anyway. and yeah, omegaverse bonds are forever, but SADLY this is not omegaverse!!!!!!! )
... ( he blinks, at that, almost surprised. that's... one way to put it, certainly? it's not wrong, though; his position often requires him to see things from both sides, doesn't it? still, his personal preferences are captured here, too — because it's true: he does feel the best with a set of sharp teeth against his throat, a warm breath at the back of his neck. must be the omega instincts...
he exhales, a little shaky when kaiser teases a bite, pulse spiking again. )
I like the desperation of it, I guess. The intensity. ( it makes sense, maybe? he's cold, so he likes being burned by it; scathed until he's forced to feel it. predators hunt prey down to survive: it's life or death, and that's how sae prefers it — all or nothing. )
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... You want to be warmed up from the inside out.
[ the hot bath might be a temporary solution to the issue, but that warmth will dissipate before long. kaiser lifts the hand resting on sae's waist up to his chest, over his heart — it's a little too easy to imagine sinking his hand into the cavity there, touching his heart, and finding it cold yet somehow still beating. ]
Tell me, Sae. Will you like me more if I show you how desperate I really am? [ so that sae can hide his own desperation in its shadows, perhaps — kaiser's tone is simultaneously easy yet tense all at once. he's kidding, unless sae is serious, in which case he's also serious. ]
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Mm... ( he can feel his own heart stutter against kaiser's touch, pulse rabbit-quick. he wishes the other could just tear him open and sink his hands inside, honestly; squeeze around his heart until it felt warm again. it's not possible, but it's a nice thought? because it's very normal to fantasize about your sort-of-bf goring you in the bath.
if he's kidding, sae can't really tell. it's nice, when other people seem more desperate, when they've got more stakes in something — at least seemingly.
it makes him free from responsibility. )
Yeah. ( he turns his head, then, to nip at kaiser's ear, one arm brought up, palm resting against his cheek. ) I will.
( you can imagine it's at the altar — )
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but kaiser knows from firsthand experience that sae's quite hardy, all things considered. ]
Oh... [ he laughs, but it's a sickly little sound— ] Then I'll show you. Not now, but... I will.
[ an exchanging of oaths, then.
he moves his hand from sae's chest to his face, sliding his palm over sae's eyes, pushing him down slightly to submerge sae deeper into the water... do you trust him, babygirl. ]
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'kay. ( the warmth of the bath makes him a little lethargic, so that's all he says, eyelids falling shut when kaiser covers his eyes with his hand.
a bit confused, but mostly compliant, he does allow the other to push him a little deeper into the water, still mostly relaxed. )
... what are you doing? ( but about trust, well — )
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[ well, at least kaiser knows how it comes across. he snickers lightly, quietly enough that sae can probably feel the way his chest moves more so than the sound it makes. ]
Just relax. Even if you fall asleep, you'll wake up later. Promise.
[ also, really... no reason, especially? kaiser's just the type to yank on his cr...ush's pigtails. he just had the impulse to pull sae downwards a little, to see if he'd react — and now that he's seen sae's response, he's oddly satisfied with how calmly it was taken. ]
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( he's surprisingly calm in kaiser's hands, though, even with his eyes covered. is it more because he trusts the other with his life, or because he doesn't really care about what happens to him either way? well... he'll leave that up to kaiser's imagination.
resting his head back against kaiser's chest, he relaxes and stretches his legs out, leaving his arms idle on both sides of the other's legs. )
What, is that your big plan? Getting me to fall asleep so you can touch me while I'm out? Pervert. ( he knows that's not what kaiser meant but. it's sae so he has to be obnoxiously crude, you know. )
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Don't say that like you wouldn't like it. Want me to feel you up while you're sleeping one of these days...?
[ this is actually kind of a difficult ask, because kaiser sleeps later and heavier than sae does... can he get up, for the sake of horny? he's done it before, so he can probably do it again, but realistically sae would wake up pretty fast once he started... ]
... But no, I was just thinking. [ he was having detailed suicidal ideations of what it'll be like if/when they really do kill themselves in a bathtub <3 ] It might be difficult for us to cut each other up in this position.
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As if you'd ever wake up before me. ( it might be possible if kaiser's the one to go to sleep later, but? sae's not sure whether the other prefers to stay up late or go to bed early, given the chance. for the most part, sae keeps to a pretty strict sleeping schedule, but things happen —
either way. )
Hmm. ( he glances to the side, bringing one hand up. if he were holding something sharp, he'd have a pretty easy time reaching kaiser's arms with it? maybe not in this position, exactly, but hitched up further against his chest, like earlier... ?
likewise, if kaiser was holding a knife, he could easily cut any part of sae's body like this, maybe except for like. his calves. ) I think it'll be fine. It's the arms that matter the most, right?
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... I didn't mean literally.
[ it's almost too comfortable like this... realistically, kaiser is sure he could do it regardless. but maybe this was something of a mistake, because now kaiser feels like if it ever comes to it, he'll probably think of this moment and hesitate for a moment. and hesitation, in that scenario, feels like a deeply dangerous thing to indulge in — he's still more concerned about inflicting more needless pain on sae than whatever might happen to him. ]
Mmm... never mind. I'll do it properly regardless, trust me.
[ sowwy if that was, like... a weird thing to say...... ]