( <- girl who argues with her juniors every time she sees them. but also she uses none of the honorifics to refer to anyone......... even those older than her..... probably because she has it in her head that she's the top dog at the saragi, so
brat 🤝 brat communication, truly, )
I wouldn't worry too much about it, but I appreciate you anyway. We sort of have rooms for that, but if I stick around too long I get scolded.
And last time I was around I feel like I got baited by my mentor into proving a point to his new student for him, and of course I couldn't just let it go until it was made. I could've done so many other things!
thats his fault for judging based on appearances, no? dont be bothered, take it as a compliment theres nothing wrong with taking advantage of people who get carried away with their assumptions
[ kaiser has managed the insane paradox of having high pride but minimal self-respect, so this doesn't make sense to him. ]
if somebody thought that about a skill im proud of, then either i shouldnt think that or the other person is being ignorant, possibly a hater if its the latter case then thats not on me so im not going to bother feeling anything about it, waste of emotions
no? would you get upset if a kid kept arguing with you that 2+2 doesnt equal 4? i think its the same principle ill either prove myself right later or it just isnt a big deal in the first place
[ but in the first place, kaiser has basically no sense of intrinsic self-worth. michael kaiser's reason to exist is in everything that he can do, which are things that he can always objectively prove or disprove. he never feels personally insulted because there's nothing "personal" about him to insult in the first place — at least, that's how he sees it. ]
That sounds exhausting. Now if you tell me that fights don't break out that often I'd actually be surprised.
( or MAYBE that's just her admittedly higher inclination for violence. not that she's gotten into any real fights about it..... just the once. (?)
sometimes you get your pride insulted and so you maim them a little over it and that's ok if you know they'll heal up just fine from it anyway probably. )
It's different if you're just playing the game and come out on top, but, for someone to go out of their way to humiliate one person doesn't feel much like it's about the competition anymore.
[ dw, his dog (human) enjoys it so it's fine (it's not fine). ]
revenge is better when its thorough compared to it being immediate, if you ask me i mean, both together is best, but its important to know what fights to pick and when, dont you think?
( hate that it wouldnt be hard considering............................ all that. probably. but also, he has one already! why would he need a poorly socialized dobermann. )
That I haven't killed you yet is evidence otherwise! My self-control works perfectly fine!
[ because he abandoned his puppy (long story)... he needs a new one... ]
no its not, killing something with a face this beautiful is simply irrational behavior youd be bringing the beauty of the world down with my death nobody would ever do such a thing to me, ever [ many people would probably beat his ass if they thought they could get away with it, yeah. ]
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( <- girl who argues with her juniors every time she sees them. but also she uses none of the honorifics to refer to anyone......... even those older than her..... probably because she has it in her head that she's the top dog at the saragi, so
brat 🤝 brat communication, truly, )
I wouldn't worry too much about it, but I appreciate you anyway. We sort of have rooms for that, but if I stick around too long I get scolded.
And last time I was around I feel like I got baited by my mentor into proving a point to his new student for him, and of course I couldn't just let it go until it was made. I could've done so many other things!
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[ otherwise, it's kind of... well... it's not a place that one would enjoy if they can't handle ultra-rationality. ]
well, would you have provided the point if you had been asked nicely...?
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Maybe..?
( yes. )
I didn't even learn anything, which is my real issue with it! He acted like I'd break if he fought back, which was really unproductive.
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dont be bothered, take it as a compliment
theres nothing wrong with taking advantage of people who get carried away with their assumptions
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[ kaiser has managed the insane paradox of having high pride but minimal self-respect, so this doesn't make sense to him. ]
if somebody thought that about a skill im proud of, then either i shouldnt think that or the other person is being ignorant, possibly a hater
if its the latter case then thats not on me so im not going to bother feeling anything about it, waste of emotions
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I'll stick with being mad, I think.
( it's more like that's just reflex and not a choice, but. )
I wouldn't know if it makes it more satisfying when I prove them wrong, but it's been working out for me.
It really doesn't bother you? Even a little?
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i think its the same principle
ill either prove myself right later or it just isnt a big deal in the first place
[ but in the first place, kaiser has basically no sense of intrinsic self-worth. michael kaiser's reason to exist is in everything that he can do, which are things that he can always objectively prove or disprove. he never feels personally insulted because there's nothing "personal" about him to insult in the first place — at least, that's how he sees it. ]
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Yes, I would. Because they're wrong, and I know they're wrong.
( though she is definitely, uh, noticing something. what he says sounds nice at first until it sounds kinda hollow? )
Is it a waste of my time? Maybe. It could be. But I know I'm prideful, and I also know that I hold a lot of stock in what people think of me.
( and combine that with her natural stubbornness, she's going to pick every fight ever. )
But now I'm curious, and you don't have to answer if you don't want to. Is there anything that'd make you actually angry?
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[ at himself, 98% of the time... he can't help that his inability to live up to the idealized version of himself in his head pisses him AWF!
he's not elaborating, though, since she didn't ask what about. ]
i guess, if somebody went out of their way to humiliate me and i couldnt prevent it, that would make me angry
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You're generally unbothered by most of basically anything but you're always angry?
( how does that work.. )
Does that happen a lot in your line of work? That kind of attempt, I mean.
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but the point is that yeah, i get angry, and not any less than people generally do
and yeah all the time
athletes are generally egoists trying to pick fights to assert their superiority
i am too
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( or MAYBE that's just her admittedly higher inclination for violence. not that she's gotten into any real fights about it..... just the once. (?)
sometimes you get your pride insulted and so you maim them a little over it and that's ok if you know they'll heal up just fine from it anyway probably. )
It's different if you're just playing the game and come out on top, but, for someone to go out of their way to humiliate one person doesn't feel much like it's about the competition anymore.
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[ but it doesn't, because then you get punished for it 💔 ]
and i dont see the problem with it, personally
if somebody cant take that then dont play in the first place
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Just part of the game, huh.
( they all have a thing for humiliation got it. still. that's kinda? )
Well, the restraint is admirable either way. I don't know if I could let someone get in my face without doing something about it.
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yeah, and im damn good at the game
[ 19 year old boy who humiliates adults on the regular: hehe ]
and i did say i get angry over it, didnt i?
i just use that energy to get even later
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At psychological warfare? Apparently.
( he really is just a tehepero kinda guy. )
In the immediate is more what I mean, but I do see proving them wrong properly later being way more satisfying.
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revenge is better when its thorough compared to it being immediate, if you ask me
i mean, both together is best, but its important to know what fights to pick and when, dont you think?
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I guess..
It's not like I've had to think about that more than you apparently have.
( it's also a lot harder to show off when her at her prime can really only be shown at work!! which she insists on doing solo.
there's also just simply a lot of anger in her body probably. )
Mister 'I only pick fights I know I'll win'. ( her problem is that she thinks she'll win all of them :/ )
Maybe it's the satisfaction of a win, even if it's small.
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you probably wouldve failed those self-control tests they give to kindergartners, huh [ i'm so sorry. ]
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That I haven't killed you yet is evidence otherwise! My self-control works perfectly fine!
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no its not, killing something with a face this beautiful is simply irrational behavior
youd be bringing the beauty of the world down with my death
nobody would ever do such a thing to me, ever [ many people would probably beat his ass if they thought they could get away with it, yeah. ]
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Wrong answer. It's because I have morals and I won't be made into a murderer by you or anyone else.
( she's! a good girl! )
You sure about that last bit? You have a punchable mouth.
( yeah see, a good one. )
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my mouth allures you to touch it? is that what youre saying?
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Stop twisting what I say!
You know that's not what I meant! It's not going to be as gentle as you make it sound!
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