uh huh what was it you said earlier "I want you to read your reply again and tell me"... tell me that it's REALLY about attempting the impossible. come the fuck on 😑 if youre going to shackle yourself down sentimentality at least own up to it
[ thought he said he didn't read his message hmmm?? but he's not gonna call him out on that because....... touché. ]
I'm not saying that's the only reason, but that's my original reason for being here in the first place. Everything comes easy to me so I wanted a real challenge. Besides, as we established, you're uncomfortable talking about feelings, so I didn't think there was a point mentioning anything regarding that at all?
[ not gonna deny or jump into the crush comment. ]
Maybe. But soccer is my rich boy tantrum, and I want it, so I'll get it. How's that? Does that fit my image better? I could say worse things, like, my father will hear about this!! Or something.
[ ... so yes... but it's also probably way more frequently than one would suspect as long as ness keeps his precious mouth shut about how kaiser used to be an odd scruffy creature. :) ]
Fair. Though if it helps, you're pretty cool and everyone here admires you regardless if they say it or not, or even if they hate you or not. Most won't ever admit it, though.
Don't ask if you don't really want to hear it. It involves your least favorite topic: feelings. If you're talking about our careers, he's an incredibly talented genius that I discovered and plan to polish into perfection. If you're talking about our personal lives... He's my best friend and I care about him, that should be a good enough reason to want to spend time with someone. You get that, right? Aren't you best friends with Alexis Ness?
so you like him because hes got potential and you saw him first?
[ girl... he doesn't know what to say... when the band sells out and goes big will reo be there to say he liked them before they were popular? ]
actually GENUINELY actually i mean like WHAT TRAITS about him do you like enough that you let him become your best friend -_- none of this feelings shit thank you i meant like "i like useless and tall men" or whatever
Fine. It's hard to separate feelings away when trying to explain why you're friends with someone? Let's see... I like that he doesn't give shit about my background or my money. Every time someone gets close to me I have to wonder if they're only doing it because of that, but he didn't even know who I was until I introduced myself. He's always calm, even when the world around him is on fire. I like how happy he is when I pamper him, or carry him... he's so low-maintenance it drives me crazy, though.
you CARRY him? you pick him up and move him from point A to point B?
[ "not even i have EVER been that bad"--real thought that went through his mind. ]
my god, ill root for you, sincerely if it doesnt work out though have you ever considered adopting a large dog because i heard greyhounds sleep 18 hours a day and that seems like it might appeal to you
I like taking care of him. I think I'd go crazy if he didn't constantly remind me he needs me, even though it would be nice if he used his words from time to time.
A greyhound, huh. Too bad dogs can't talk - but you know what, neither can Nagi, so I'll think about it.
[ what's not clicking is that ness has never carried him -_- ]
you like a project huh
[ <-- guy who is/was(?) a real fixer upper ]
but fine ill answer that question which i wasnt avoiding btw i just had other things to say first yes, alexis ness is my best friend and yes, i do care about him 😑
[ he'll have to repress the urge to fix kaiser so bad once he finds out how fukt up he is. ]
Yeah? I hope you tell him that. If not often, at least once. Speaking from experience, it really does suck caring for someone that takes you for granted. I can always sandwich Nagi's face in my hands and tell him to tell me he appreciates me and he'll do it, but that's not the same.
Hahaha I dunno? If you think he's okay with it, then yeah, what do I know. I'm just projecting a little, I guess. Your emotional unavailability makes you my type, apparently.
[ i mean he did let ness butcher his hair, he'd probably let reo do it too... ]
too bad, im tall but not useless [ ...well, ] ill let you audition for the part if you ever feel like it, though apparently youre not far off from my type either
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what was it you said earlier
"I want you to read your reply again and tell me"...
tell me that it's REALLY about attempting the impossible. come the fuck on 😑
if youre going to shackle yourself down sentimentality at least own up to it
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I'm not saying that's the only reason, but that's my original reason for being here in the first place. Everything comes easy to me so I wanted a real challenge.
Besides, as we established, you're uncomfortable talking about feelings, so I didn't think there was a point mentioning anything regarding that at all?
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you can give you and your crush a nice life no matter what
you cant possibly think that reasoning makes you sympathetic or something?
it makes you both sound worse
[ NOT replying to that bit about his feelings, thank you! also, god but he is doing his best to not steal sae's catchphrase. ]
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Maybe.
But soccer is my rich boy tantrum, and I want it, so I'll get it.
How's that?
Does that fit my image better?
I could say worse things, like, my father will hear about this!! Or something.
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no it doesnt but it IS funnier
weird tantrum to pick to throw but i guess people like what they like
[ no accounting for taste...... ]
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Haha.
I just know the image I give out, so if I can't change it, I'll find ways to have fun with it.
Don't you ever do stuff like that?
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knowing will diminish my image 😑
[ ... so yes... but it's also probably way more frequently than one would suspect as long as ness keeps his precious mouth shut about how kaiser used to be an odd scruffy creature. :) ]
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Fair.
Though if it helps, you're pretty cool and everyone here admires you regardless if they say it or not, or even if they hate you or not.
Most won't ever admit it, though.
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thanks, though i knew
you havent made it til people are jealous enough to be your hater
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Even if you know, it always feels nice to be praised.
If only I could get Nagi to enjoy it, too.
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alright weirdo im only doing this once so make the most of it
what IS so good about your baby bird, then.
why bother.
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If you're talking about our careers, he's an incredibly talented genius that I discovered and plan to polish into perfection.
If you're talking about our personal lives...
He's my best friend and I care about him, that should be a good enough reason to want to spend time with someone.
You get that, right? Aren't you best friends with Alexis Ness?
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[ girl... he doesn't know what to say... when the band sells out and goes big will reo be there to say he liked them before they were popular? ]
actually
GENUINELY actually
i mean like WHAT TRAITS about him do you like enough that you let him become your best friend -_- none of this feelings shit thank you i meant like "i like useless and tall men" or whatever
[ he is not answering that question. ]
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Sure, why not.
I like useless and tall men.
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i thought you should love a chance to brag about your boy
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It's hard to separate feelings away when trying to explain why you're friends with someone?
Let's see...
I like that he doesn't give shit about my background or my money. Every time someone gets close to me I have to wonder if they're only doing it because of that, but he didn't even know who I was until I introduced myself.
He's always calm, even when the world around him is on fire.
I like how happy he is when I pamper him, or carry him... he's so low-maintenance it drives me crazy, though.
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[ "not even i have EVER been that bad"--real thought that went through his mind. ]
my god, ill root for you, sincerely
if it doesnt work out though
have you ever considered adopting a large dog because i heard greyhounds sleep 18 hours a day and that seems like it might appeal to you
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[ what's not clicking? ]
I like taking care of him. I think I'd go crazy if he didn't constantly remind me he needs me, even though it would be nice if he used his words from time to time.
A greyhound, huh. Too bad dogs can't talk - but you know what, neither can Nagi, so I'll think about it.
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you like a project huh
[ <-- guy who is/was(?) a real fixer upper ]
but fine ill answer that question
which i wasnt avoiding btw i just had other things to say first
yes, alexis ness is my best friend and yes, i do care about him
😑
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[ he'll have to repress the urge to fix kaiser so bad once he finds out how fukt up he is. ]
Yeah?
I hope you tell him that. If not often, at least once.
Speaking from experience, it really does suck caring for someone that takes you for granted. I can always sandwich Nagi's face in my hands and tell him to tell me he appreciates me and he'll do it, but that's not the same.
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i tell him the stuff i like about him when i notice it
is that not good enough for you, the newly appointed arbiter of my relationships?
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Hahaha
I dunno? If you think he's okay with it, then yeah, what do I know.
I'm just projecting a little, I guess.
Your emotional unavailability makes you my type, apparently.
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too bad, im tall but not useless [ ...well, ]
ill let you audition for the part if you ever feel like it, though
apparently youre not far off from my type either
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- bit of a hater, not afraid to come across slightly petty, and plays favorites. bc then you know theyre being real
in terms of looks im not really picky
around my height or a little shorter would be nice i guess
not really into having to bend over to be eye-to-eye
[ purple, maybe. ]
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