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I came here to meet you!       ( text | action | etc. )
... I want you to get in the way of my life.

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are you any good at sketching
can you draw it?

[ now kaiser is so curious... but anyways. wow! that is crazy to say, kaiser has never once felt human himself. ]

... no, its not like that
sometimes people are happy because of what i do, but i dont know if anybody else has ever been happy because of who i am

[cultist]

i'll try, you won't laugh at me, will you?

[ it's probably a waste, they doubt anything changes by showing him. ]

you struggle mentally, but you're inspiring and thoughtful, pretty competitive, and sooo loving. i want to know things about you that you don't show anyone else.

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no, i want to see
just do your best

[ it's not like kaiser can comment on anybody else's artistic ability... he just wants to see. because he was borned to be obsessed with one person for the rest of his life... ]

do you?
but what if knowing that made you change your mind about everything you thought about me before

[cultist]

i don't know why it matters to you that much.

[ this isn't kaiser's mother's ring, but they'll do what they can before sending what they would call... artistique design. ]

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lol
then that would make both of us if i had something to hide.
what are you hiding from me, mimi?

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im just curious
do you know what kind of jewel that is? or is it not a jewel at all?

[ gigantic ass ring... but kaiser cannot judge anybody else's aesthetic. ]

... dont want to say
what if it makes you think less of me

[cultist]

you're asking a lot of questions, why?

[ their old ass mother made that.... be nice. ]

how about i prepare myself?
i think sooooooooo soooooo little of you, mimi.
it can't go any lower.

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im curious about what it could be that makes you happy
isnt it obvious why?

[ don't make him say it... ]

ill say it, maybe, if you promise me a reward for it

[cultist]

you worry about too much. i never thought you'd be so interested in a ring.

[ wonder why that is... ]

i'll suck your dick ♡
or have you heard that a lot in your past relationships? i'll get your name tattooed on any part of my body you like.

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you said it makes you happy, obviously id be interested

[ :( ]

wowwwwww
so thats the kind of boy you think i am 😔
dont tattoo my name, get a rose instead

[cultist]

really? you'd learn about my ring only because it makes me happy?

[ don't do that... ]

i was kidding.
i couldn't do something like that.
if you tell me, i'll hug you so tight.

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yeah
well, it isnt as if i can replace something like that for you...
but i want to know what your tastes are

[ but what if he feels :( on the inside... ]

how about you tell me something you dont normally tell other people too? then its even

[cultist]

[ he cannot be :( i said so!! ]

that's funny, mimi. my tastes...
well, it was a coral gem. do you like that color?

[ their taste... if only, it's something that was gifted. it's not like their mother knew what sango liked.

... but they can't tell kaiser that. if he thinks this is all sango's tastes, then that's fine. ]

i guess i can do that.
you go first.

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that doesnt match with my personal aesthetic but yeah, its a nice color
i like red too, actually

[ just not as much as blue! ]

do you want to know something about my past, or something ive been thinking about lately in the present?

[cultist]

[ sango's heart drops just a little bit hearing that it doesn't match with him at all. it shouldn't mean that much, but sango does mean coral... what would a white boy know, but maybe that's his way of letting sango know. ]

i'll keep that in mind, i never knew coral didn't match your aesthetic.

[ hm! ]

your present, what have you thought about that could change the way i think of you?

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?
it doesnt have to
if its something you like then ill like it too

[ that's how it works... ]

well, i dont think that im particularly loving...
rather than that i guess "obsessive" is the word for it...

[cultist]

is that human nature to like what another person likes even if its not what you care for?

[ how curious.

why would he do that? what if sango lied about their interests and he decided to like them? ]

mimi, are you unable to love me?

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human nature? i dont know
thats just how i feel about it

[ how tf can he speak for humans when he doesn't identify with that species !!! ]

its more like i dont know
if ive never been loved then how can i know if i can love somebody else?
but im pretty sure i would love my child

[cultist]

you're a human when others talk about you, right? sometimes they call you a god, i'm trying to understand what you are. i've never had a proper connection with a human.

[ are you a human!! ]

i wasn't aware that's how it worked.
if by your standards that's how love works, then i don't know if i have ever given you love.
i'm sorry.

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am i? thats just what people say
im nothing of the sort
nobody wanted me to be born, i dont think i qualify as a human being

[ he's just a piece of shit :/ ]

?
nothing to be sorry about... i dont know how it works either...
how can i have standards for something that i dont understand? i only know what i want and what i dont want, or what i like and dislike
so dont be sorry its not your fault

[cultist]

[ that sudden wave of nausea, maybe a conversation like this isn't good for sango. their mouth feels dry, like cotton, and it hurts to swallow. ]

you were born, therefore you are alive like a human. mimi, i wish i could have what you do. please don't throw it away.

[ and they wish that kaiser wasn't a human at all. ]

you really do struggle, i thought i loved that about you. maybe you deserve someone who knows how love works and who can give you that. i want mimi to be the happiest if i cannot give you that love.

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i told you i didnt want to say if it made you think less of me

[ HE KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN!!! ]

now you dont want me anymore
now youre going to get rid of me too

[cultist]

how do i think less when i want you to have more?

i want to imagine you happier. isn't it unfair to keep you if i can't love you. don't you want that? to be loved?

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i dont know if i can love or be loved but i know that i can hate and ill hate you if you throw me aside because of this
i told you i didnt want to say and now you dont want me around anymore
why cant things just be the way they are now?

[cultist]

that's an emotion i know well enough. you shouldn't give up your chance at love by dealing with me, i've never existed anyway.

i won't leave you if you're sure you want this. do you want to be loved?

[ this reminds them of tsuna, they can't break her reality or she'll become destructive.

kaiser's reality, it's a fragile one. ]

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[ yes so be so much nicer to him!!!! also never leave!!!!!!!!! kaiser reserves the right to leave. ]

im okay with just being wanted by you
if you think you can love me all the better but ill take what i can get