[ ...he can't even retort because it's true, nagi doesn't give a fuck. he wishes he would, but the truth is reo dragged him here and nagi's only staying because of him... so now he either lets him enjoy the game with other people so he can grow and risk losing him to the likes of isagi, or lose his dream of being a pro but keep nagi by his side forever. right now, he's convinced he can get both if he get strong enough, but that still doesn't mean kaiser was wrong. ]
........ He's never cared for anything for as long as I've known him. But he's starting to care about the matches, so I'm hoping he falls in love soon.
ok loverboy that goes for you too just fyi youd do so much better for yourself if you cared about winning more than winning with your precious birdie you DID do better for youself when you were playing like you cared most about winning
[ that's, like, just his opinion. but if kaiser had to say what he dislikes about blue lock the most, aside from the fact that it's literally jail and somehow worse than boarding school and he's about to start having an insane breakdown sequence — aside from all of that, it's that it lowkey pisses him off that it took the stanford soccer experiment to get people motivated enough for what he thinks should've been the goal all along. ]
...I know. You're not the first to tell me that. But which do you think is harder, winning on my own, or winning with him? Winning together sounds impossible, right? Which is why... I want it more than anything.
uh huh what was it you said earlier "I want you to read your reply again and tell me"... tell me that it's REALLY about attempting the impossible. come the fuck on 😑 if youre going to shackle yourself down sentimentality at least own up to it
[ thought he said he didn't read his message hmmm?? but he's not gonna call him out on that because....... touché. ]
I'm not saying that's the only reason, but that's my original reason for being here in the first place. Everything comes easy to me so I wanted a real challenge. Besides, as we established, you're uncomfortable talking about feelings, so I didn't think there was a point mentioning anything regarding that at all?
[ not gonna deny or jump into the crush comment. ]
Maybe. But soccer is my rich boy tantrum, and I want it, so I'll get it. How's that? Does that fit my image better? I could say worse things, like, my father will hear about this!! Or something.
[ ... so yes... but it's also probably way more frequently than one would suspect as long as ness keeps his precious mouth shut about how kaiser used to be an odd scruffy creature. :) ]
Fair. Though if it helps, you're pretty cool and everyone here admires you regardless if they say it or not, or even if they hate you or not. Most won't ever admit it, though.
Don't ask if you don't really want to hear it. It involves your least favorite topic: feelings. If you're talking about our careers, he's an incredibly talented genius that I discovered and plan to polish into perfection. If you're talking about our personal lives... He's my best friend and I care about him, that should be a good enough reason to want to spend time with someone. You get that, right? Aren't you best friends with Alexis Ness?
so you like him because hes got potential and you saw him first?
[ girl... he doesn't know what to say... when the band sells out and goes big will reo be there to say he liked them before they were popular? ]
actually GENUINELY actually i mean like WHAT TRAITS about him do you like enough that you let him become your best friend -_- none of this feelings shit thank you i meant like "i like useless and tall men" or whatever
Fine. It's hard to separate feelings away when trying to explain why you're friends with someone? Let's see... I like that he doesn't give shit about my background or my money. Every time someone gets close to me I have to wonder if they're only doing it because of that, but he didn't even know who I was until I introduced myself. He's always calm, even when the world around him is on fire. I like how happy he is when I pamper him, or carry him... he's so low-maintenance it drives me crazy, though.
you CARRY him? you pick him up and move him from point A to point B?
[ "not even i have EVER been that bad"--real thought that went through his mind. ]
my god, ill root for you, sincerely if it doesnt work out though have you ever considered adopting a large dog because i heard greyhounds sleep 18 hours a day and that seems like it might appeal to you
I like taking care of him. I think I'd go crazy if he didn't constantly remind me he needs me, even though it would be nice if he used his words from time to time.
A greyhound, huh. Too bad dogs can't talk - but you know what, neither can Nagi, so I'll think about it.
[ what's not clicking is that ness has never carried him -_- ]
you like a project huh
[ <-- guy who is/was(?) a real fixer upper ]
but fine ill answer that question which i wasnt avoiding btw i just had other things to say first yes, alexis ness is my best friend and yes, i do care about him 😑
[ he'll have to repress the urge to fix kaiser so bad once he finds out how fukt up he is. ]
Yeah? I hope you tell him that. If not often, at least once. Speaking from experience, it really does suck caring for someone that takes you for granted. I can always sandwich Nagi's face in my hands and tell him to tell me he appreciates me and he'll do it, but that's not the same.
Hahaha I dunno? If you think he's okay with it, then yeah, what do I know. I'm just projecting a little, I guess. Your emotional unavailability makes you my type, apparently.
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........
He's never cared for anything for as long as I've known him.
But he's starting to care about the matches, so I'm hoping he falls in love soon.
[ with soccer, of course. but also... ]
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that goes for you too just fyi
youd do so much better for yourself if you cared about winning more than winning with your precious birdie
you DID do better for youself when you were playing like you cared most about winning
[ that's, like, just his opinion. but if kaiser had to say what he dislikes about blue lock the most, aside from the fact that it's literally jail and somehow worse than boarding school and he's about to start having an insane breakdown sequence — aside from all of that, it's that it lowkey pisses him off that it took the stanford soccer experiment to get people motivated enough for what he thinks should've been the goal all along. ]
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You're not the first to tell me that.
But which do you think is harder, winning on my own, or winning with him?
Winning together sounds impossible, right? Which is why... I want it more than anything.
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what was it you said earlier
"I want you to read your reply again and tell me"...
tell me that it's REALLY about attempting the impossible. come the fuck on 😑
if youre going to shackle yourself down sentimentality at least own up to it
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I'm not saying that's the only reason, but that's my original reason for being here in the first place. Everything comes easy to me so I wanted a real challenge.
Besides, as we established, you're uncomfortable talking about feelings, so I didn't think there was a point mentioning anything regarding that at all?
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you can give you and your crush a nice life no matter what
you cant possibly think that reasoning makes you sympathetic or something?
it makes you both sound worse
[ NOT replying to that bit about his feelings, thank you! also, god but he is doing his best to not steal sae's catchphrase. ]
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Maybe.
But soccer is my rich boy tantrum, and I want it, so I'll get it.
How's that?
Does that fit my image better?
I could say worse things, like, my father will hear about this!! Or something.
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no it doesnt but it IS funnier
weird tantrum to pick to throw but i guess people like what they like
[ no accounting for taste...... ]
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Haha.
I just know the image I give out, so if I can't change it, I'll find ways to have fun with it.
Don't you ever do stuff like that?
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knowing will diminish my image 😑
[ ... so yes... but it's also probably way more frequently than one would suspect as long as ness keeps his precious mouth shut about how kaiser used to be an odd scruffy creature. :) ]
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Fair.
Though if it helps, you're pretty cool and everyone here admires you regardless if they say it or not, or even if they hate you or not.
Most won't ever admit it, though.
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thanks, though i knew
you havent made it til people are jealous enough to be your hater
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Even if you know, it always feels nice to be praised.
If only I could get Nagi to enjoy it, too.
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alright weirdo im only doing this once so make the most of it
what IS so good about your baby bird, then.
why bother.
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If you're talking about our careers, he's an incredibly talented genius that I discovered and plan to polish into perfection.
If you're talking about our personal lives...
He's my best friend and I care about him, that should be a good enough reason to want to spend time with someone.
You get that, right? Aren't you best friends with Alexis Ness?
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[ girl... he doesn't know what to say... when the band sells out and goes big will reo be there to say he liked them before they were popular? ]
actually
GENUINELY actually
i mean like WHAT TRAITS about him do you like enough that you let him become your best friend -_- none of this feelings shit thank you i meant like "i like useless and tall men" or whatever
[ he is not answering that question. ]
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Sure, why not.
I like useless and tall men.
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i thought you should love a chance to brag about your boy
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It's hard to separate feelings away when trying to explain why you're friends with someone?
Let's see...
I like that he doesn't give shit about my background or my money. Every time someone gets close to me I have to wonder if they're only doing it because of that, but he didn't even know who I was until I introduced myself.
He's always calm, even when the world around him is on fire.
I like how happy he is when I pamper him, or carry him... he's so low-maintenance it drives me crazy, though.
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[ "not even i have EVER been that bad"--real thought that went through his mind. ]
my god, ill root for you, sincerely
if it doesnt work out though
have you ever considered adopting a large dog because i heard greyhounds sleep 18 hours a day and that seems like it might appeal to you
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[ what's not clicking? ]
I like taking care of him. I think I'd go crazy if he didn't constantly remind me he needs me, even though it would be nice if he used his words from time to time.
A greyhound, huh. Too bad dogs can't talk - but you know what, neither can Nagi, so I'll think about it.
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you like a project huh
[ <-- guy who is/was(?) a real fixer upper ]
but fine ill answer that question
which i wasnt avoiding btw i just had other things to say first
yes, alexis ness is my best friend and yes, i do care about him
😑
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[ he'll have to repress the urge to fix kaiser so bad once he finds out how fukt up he is. ]
Yeah?
I hope you tell him that. If not often, at least once.
Speaking from experience, it really does suck caring for someone that takes you for granted. I can always sandwich Nagi's face in my hands and tell him to tell me he appreciates me and he'll do it, but that's not the same.
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i tell him the stuff i like about him when i notice it
is that not good enough for you, the newly appointed arbiter of my relationships?
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Hahaha
I dunno? If you think he's okay with it, then yeah, what do I know.
I'm just projecting a little, I guess.
Your emotional unavailability makes you my type, apparently.
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