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I came here to meet you!       ( text | action | etc. )
... I want you to get in the way of my life.

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[unjilt]

Take a wild guess.

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<Font face="Courier>sorry rich boy, but youre just adding more evidence to my hypothesis couldnt you be attached to baby bird because its something youve never experienced before you know, imprinting?

[unjilt]

No way am I getting psychoanalyzed by the craziest person I've ever met

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[ killing myself like kaiser for the obvious reason rn ]

im not even in the top 5 craziest people in this insane asylum and if you took a moment to introspect you would agree
but this is deflection so im taking that to mean im correct

[unjilt]

[ i pretend i do not see ]

You're assuming stuff about my relationship with my parents.
They treat me well and we get along fine, there's just stuff I disagree with them on that makes me rebel against them.
Didn't you ever rebel against your parents?

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hah
no, actually. i listened very carefully to everything my parents told me
and im becoming everything they said i am and more
guess i simply cannot relate

[ if this were in person, then reo would note kaiser giving the fakest ass smile in the world on purpose over this... he is soooo normal! ]

[unjilt]

[ realizing they’ve never spoken in person wtf ]

Really?
That must be pretty cool.
Though not sure I believe you, but I won't pry.
You don't have siblings either, right?

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[ it's reo's self-preservation instinct kicking in. kaiser's terrible vibes are contained this way— ]

ive nothing to gain from lying to you over this, you know?
and im an only child too
you could also say that they expect things that are easier for me to live up to than a little scion like you, so its still not really comparable

[unjilt]

You severely underestimate my detective skills.
But you're right, i learned a long time ago that finding people to relate to wasn't gonna happen so easily.
Even the kids from my parents' friends live vastly different lives from mine, and most of them have siblings.
Maybe if Nagi had been my brother my life would've been more fun from the start.

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?
what a deeply fucked up thing to say

also sae and the younger itoshi already have the market for fucking weird sibling vibes cornered, we dont need any more of that contaminating the environment

[unjilt]

So you're okay with me being his parent but you draw the line at siblings???

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[ yes duh? the difference is kaiser has no siblings and he thinks he's lucky he wasn't born a girl or his dad definitely would've done even more fucked up shit to him?? ]

im not saying youre his parent
i literally started by asking about pets, no? so hes your pet if anything

[unjilt]

I don't think that's very nice to him.
Let's just keep it at “friends” and that's it.

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?
and what is so wrong with that

[ every deranged ng11 member has a human being that he's calling his pet, ok. ]

[unjilt]

I don't think he'll like it????
Would you like being called someone's pet???

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its not accurate to call me somebodys pet so no, i would not
but do you think he would care
or protest against it? your baby bird

[unjilt]

He wouldn't.
If you want to know the truth, it's me who doesn't want to call him anything other than my treasure or my friend, okay.
If I call him my brother or my child or my pet or anything else, it'll kinda suck if he starts getting into it.
Then we'll be stuck in those roles and I really don't want that.

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cant help but notice you couldve put lover in that list and you didnt?

[unjilt]

What am I, fifty?
Who calls someone their “lover” without cringing?

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you dont have the confidence to say it, i see how it is

[ (kaiser voice) no rizz. ]

[unjilt]

...Yeah, I don't.
Because it's not something I can say one-sidedly without sounding insane.

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[ well now he feels bad.... sike! no he doesn't. ]

then how about just your love
thats a touch more neutral, i guess

[unjilt]

Nagi...
My love...

[ ugh. his heart skipped a beat there. as much as he'd like to call nagi something intimate, thoughts of him rejecting reo with his oblivious indifference and lack of interest in general always sour his happy delusions before they bloom into anything else. he sighs, taking a moment to respond. ]

I don't know.
I don't think it would make him particularly happy to hear that.
Not that it would make him unhappy, it just... wouldn't make him happy.

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ok...
you could instead say it to make YOU happy? just a thought.

[unjilt]

[ :( ]

I'll think about it.
Thanks.