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I came here to meet you!       ( text | action | etc. )
... I want you to get in the way of my life.

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thats YOUR fan
im just the convenient medium she uses to have delusions about her favorite football player being gay and getting fucked by other players
which in this case is true but that doesnt matter
do you understand

[sublimed]

If it's my fan why are all of these about you

( -_------------------- )

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because i save the ones about me. i like the way they objectify me

[sublimed]

Weirdo.
"He doesn't understand anything" is true I guess.

[outplayed]

at least we can both not understand together
ive also never watched porn and you need to treat me like a baby

[sublimed]

You definitely watched porn and you're older than me.

[outplayed]

oh yeah? name one pornographic video that you think ive watched
and im still a baby in football years

[sublimed]

Dunno. Probably something boring when you were trying to figure out if you're a normal teenager.
And it doesn't matter.

[outplayed]

frankly speaking, the most offensive thing about this is the thought that i ever questioned if im a normal teenager
i know what i am

[sublimed]

Trash can watch porn, too.

[outplayed]

[ it's ****shit not trash! the nuance is important to kaiser's identity!!!!! 🥴 ]

thanks for giving me permission to watch porn i guess
any recommendations?

[sublimed]

( because sae is known to pay attention to personal nuances............... )

Ask Ryusei.

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who??

[ hang on, let him look this up. as if kaiser knows shidou's full name... ]

oh
no
id only talk to him if i felt like getting an std without even being touched

[sublimed]

He's likely to have good recommendations, though?

[outplayed]

i have a low opinion of his taste, judgment, sensibilities, and really i just dont think much of him at all. so even if thats true, i will never want to hear his opinion on anything

to reiterate: no.

[sublimed]

( damn... so hard to please. sae thinks he's funny sometimes? )

Don't you also think lowly of yourself?
Strangely picky for a piece of trash...

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i was born into this world a piece of shit that nobody wants. some humans make themselves useless piece of shits, thats even worse than me

[ strength: "i can look down upon all 'humans'" 😔 ]

i just really cant deal with that type

[sublimed]

Oh, so it's a difference between 'organic' and 'self-made'...

( it's all the same to him, but? sure... )

The key is to ignore them.

[outplayed]

organic is healthier so you should prefer it, no? thats why it costs so much

[ that is definitely why it costs so much. :) ]

i try but my patience has its limits and some of them dont understand social cues or take it as a challenge when i clearly want them to leave me alone
so how do you do it, sae
how do you maintain your impressive apathy under such circumstances

[sublimed]

Depends if it's worth the higher price.

( easy lay with shidou or something-like-sex with kaiser.......... )

Hmm...
I just really don't care.
None of these people are worth even a sliver of my attention. ( that's it......... )

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[ something that barely qualifies as sex... but is clearly a mutual act of grievous self-harm 😃 ]

i just dont think anybody can enable you into mutual self harm the way i can so keep that in mind

and i see. your utter apathy is as charming as ever, sae
i work hard for your attention, after all [ ......... kind of... ]

[sublimed]

Being extremely annoying doesn't equal hard work.

( yowling under his door until he gives in is NOT hard work!!!!!!!! )

[outplayed]

i think it does
i put in a lot of my time and effort to get what i want, isnt that literally hard work? if that isnt hard work then what is?

and thats on top of how hard i work in training to make sure its not embarrassing for you to be seen with me

[ j*de would never yell at him for not backtracking, believe. ]

[sublimed]

You put in effort into being annoying?

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[ that's what he read all those psych and philosophy texts for, it's a long-run investment. ]

id say its 30% effort 70% talent
and from MY perspective its effort into getting what i want, ok?